Rugby Mad

Saturday, December 24, 2005

Lately I've been going out intensely with my camp mates and I feel that I've not been out with the guys much. There's nothing wrong with the guys. It's just that through these outings with my camp mates, I've been experiencing a kind of friendship that is different from the guys. A relationship that I surprisingly felt that's better that the relationship I have with the guys. Frankly, I never thought it could happened.

For now, I'm feeling irritated by some things beyond my control and by my bad habits. I need someone to guide me away from these thoughts cause I'm not strong enough to do it alone.

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Thursday, December 01, 2005

After last night, I was thinking that after all these years we are still the same and I wonder whether it's a gift or a curse for us to be this way. Sometimes it's sad that we can't be honest with each other and I tried to pretend that it will turn out all right in the end. But it seldom did.

Our past finally catch up with us, exposing all our weaknesses and leaving us bare. It came down to one factor. GSF...

Maybe it's the night that's making me moody, but it's been a while since I felt like this.

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