Tuesday, January 31, 2006


While I was stuck in camp for three days, people have been having fun outside without me. It's been a tiring three days but it was kinda fun to be in a section full of Malays and Indians. There's so much to tell but I shall not. As they say, what happens on duty, stays in the duty. But what I do know, I missed my family and friends a lot during that time. It's strange but being in camp gave me some funny insight on people I know. And gives me some new perspectives on people I care about.

My dad is back and he bought a lot of stuff from there and the duty-free. He looks strange to me with his new bald haircut. But at least he is safe back home and that's all I care about.

I wonder how's everyone doing so don't be shy to give me updates on your life. I may be busy over the next few weeks but not that busy to learn what you all been up to while I've been busy. Heh.



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Friday, January 27, 2006


My mom and little brother is down with fever these past few days. It's hard for me to justify going out to have fun when the family's not feeling well. If there was no work to be done at camp, I would apply for leave at least until they are feeling better. Luckily the rest of the family are not yet affected. Imagine me cooking, cleaning up after them and giving them their medicine. It's kinda scary but I guess someone's has to do it. According to the last phonecall with Dad, even he is sick. I think it's the weather there ah.

Oh well, this just mean I'll be more domesticated than usual. I'm totally excited about the Oasis concert. Hopefully they will not cancel it like last time. All my efforts reading Oasis lyrics would go down the drain.

Sometimes it's nice to talk someone from your past, especially when you have not meet the person for a long time.



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Wednesday, January 11, 2006


I'm working on some personal goals currently so forgive me if I'm seem distracted nowadays. Hopefully after all this, I'll become a better person and more prepared to face this challenge called adulthood. It doesn't mean I shall stop all of my usual nonsense, it's just that I'm trying to tone down a bit. I'll just see how it goes...

Till then, I'm still waiting.



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Sunday, January 01, 2006


While other people were watching fireworks and partying the night away, I was at West Coast Park with two of my best friends. 9 years ago I never thought a Malay who looked like a Chinese and a short person with really funky hair would be part of my close circle of friends and that we still be together after all these years. The friendship we had was never perfect but things can't always be perfect. Sometimes I just had to let somethings go.

Yesterday night, over cards, peanuts & cigarettes, Pul , Zam & I had to answer some really tough questions about ourselves. It was a night for honesty and friendship, of lost hope and dreams, love lost and gained and situations that if given a chance, we'll handle it in a different way. It was a great yet simple way to usher in the new year. I wish you could have been there with us. Yes, you...



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