Wednesday, May 31, 2006


It feels weird to keep secrets among close friends.
it makes us drift apart

It feels weird to go out and not ask the others.
the others feel left out

It feels weird to take for granted some parts of our friendship.
believe me, it's not on purpose

It feels weird not to be able to treat you like I treat the others.
it's not you, it's me but i'm trying so hard to see things your way

It feels weird to feel wanting to walk away from this ship and never look back
but everytime i did, they gave me a reason to stay

In the end, our bonds will either grow stronger or just rust away.
Forgive me if I ever did anything wrong. Sometimes I just need reminders that I'm not perfect. I really want this to last because I never feel needed until you guys come along.

p/s: naz jid zam pul isk mad sham (my mom calls us the 7 dwarves , pul is "mat indo", naz is "oh yang gelap tu eh", isk is "si sihat", jid is "yang bawak motor", zam is "yang muka macam cina" and sham is "yang pakai tasbih"



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Ahmad Hilmi Bin Mohd Omar aka Notahmad aka Hicai
In the search for perfection, I overlook you, You with all your mistakes and misfortune, You who will be the one who make me believe in this.