Tuesday, June 27, 2006


I was sitting in this open space and wondering whether you are looking at these stars that I'm staring at tonight and wondering when we are going to look at them together.

I rarely make lists but this post shall hold on its own till a period where I'll be less busy.

Events coming up:

1) Rugby under 20s semi-finals and finals on the 1st and 8th of July respectively. I'm the assistant manager of SP for this competition as I'm over aged.
2) My cousin's getting married on the 8th of July. She is same age as me seh. I hope no one will ask when I will get married.
3) Rugby trip to Johore on the 21st to 23rd July. Two words, Yes lah.

Things to save up for:

1) iPod as my sister is tired of lending her zen to me especially since I refuse to share the cost)
2) cool boardshorts as I think I'll be spending more time at Sentosa and don't worry, I'll not be half naked.
3) a new bag as the current sling bag is too small for all my rugby gear.
4) Johore trip on 21st to 23rd July with the SP ruggers. A group of rugby guys without any adult guidance in a foreign land. I think we will be visiting the local zoo... or not ah.
5) diving course. I'm gonna sign up for this with one of my classmates soon after my classmate told us stories of his diving experiences. Kinda cool or shall I say kinda wet..hehe..

I'm happy now and yet sad. It's sad to be alone. happy to have new friends. sad that we are this way. happy to be doing new fun things with new people. sad that people would not probably care. happy that we are talking again because u the most honest guy i know when you are serious and the one i love to hate when u are not.

some pics as i realize pics on blogs are interesting sial...and these pics are courtesy of rain


these are the mat reps or better known as the ghetto boys

rain, me and dan wukong...sorry that u had to see me half naked

rain and me on the cable car...$2 only sial... pardon the crazy eyes...

Assume make an ass out of me and u.



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Monday, June 19, 2006


Finally it's over. It was nice to be financially independent for the past 2 years but I guess good things have to end. Now that I'm schooling , I have to depend on my parents for money again. The financial reserves have run out but I deserved it for spending it all away. The thing is I'm enjoying this period of financial limitations. In fact, I'm saving more of my money and the savings will be useful in this period of birthdays. Main thanks have to go to the matreps from my rugby team. They really know how to have fun and the best part, we don't spend much on each outing. I guess it's true, it's the company not the cost.

How did you ever guess? Realize the fact that it doesn't make a difference whether I'm there or not. Realize the fact that I wish I could be as sad and happy as them. Realize the fact that I'll be okay and carry on with your lives. Realize the fact we got more important things to do than us.The questions is no more how and why it happen but what can we do to solve it. And I told you I don't want the others to know that I know but I guess you forget. It's not that I don't care but did we ever care what happened anyway?



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