Friday, August 25, 2006


Invariably the tallest men in the team.It is their job to win the ball in the lineout and provide the main impetus to the scrum.Due to their height, weight and increased athleticism, locks now perform a vital role in loose play. Australia even have one that kicks goals. One of the positions that I can play too. I don't like to stick my head between 2 men and put my hands near their genitals but someone got to do it.Heh.

23 by Jimmy Eat World

I felt for sure last night
That once we said goodbye
No one else will know these lonely dreams
No one else will know that part of me
Im still driving away
And I'm sorry every day
I wont always love these selfish things
I wont always live
Not stopping

It was my turn to decide
I knew this was our time
No one else will have me like you do
No one else will have me, only you

You'll sit alone forever
If you wait for the right time
What are you hoping for?
I'm here I'm now I'm ready
Holding on tight
Dont give away the end
The one thing that stays mine

Amazing still it seems
Ill be 23
I wont always love what I'll never have
I wont always live in my regret

Youll sit alone forever
If you wait for the right time
What are you hoping for?
I'm here I'm now I'm ready
Holding on tight
Dont give away the end
The one thing that stays mine

One of the songs I'm currently listening to. The chorus makes me think, what am I hoping for? Chemistry, love at first sight or those other love cliches that most people like to dream of. Pul said some honest things about what he thought of my approach to love. It does make me reflect on myself and what I have done over my 21 years. It will come but I got to make the effort to find it.

Plain Sunset tonight. Let's rock Esplanade people. It's weird but it's getting harder to talk to you. We building walls among ourselves but to protect what? And when the walls break down, are we ready to face the truth about ourselves? And I thought I'll give this relationship one more chance, but it didn't turn out the way I wanted it to be. The good thing is it made me realized what I want in life.

Exams over. I think I can get some As but definitely not for electronics. Maybe I should put in more effort next semester. I'm aiming for straight As. Mission Impossible? Maybe, but it'll be cool if I made the Dean's list. Now that'll be interesting. Till the next post, I'll be on a journey of self discovery and maybe new relationships.



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Ahmad Hilmi Bin Mohd Omar aka Notahmad aka Hicai
In the search for perfection, I overlook you, You with all your mistakes and misfortune, You who will be the one who make me believe in this.