It has been a week of soul searching and trying to find the courage to tell the truth eventually. I have done a few things in my life that I am not proud of. I admit I do not think before I act then and this has lead to battles with my conscience now.
Living a life of double standards and kept feelings. It has certainly been eating me from the inside. Love and friendship are the only things that making me move forward. But alas, with every step forward I seem to be taking two steps back.
To tell the truth eventually. It has shackle me from finding the one thing that I have yearn for so long. A matter of time only it depends on whether it will be too late or too soon. The only comfort is telling the truth is the right thing to do, just that I can't promise there will be no disappointments in the end.
an act of laughter and happiness to hide the sadness in my eyes...
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Finally I can relax. After a week and a half of tests and projects, it finally ended with today's GEMS test. Next week, my 3 week term break will be starting and finally I will have some time to conduct some personal training of my own. Anyone up for a trip to the gym?
I think sometimes when you are chasing love, you will meet some obstacles along the way. I just hope that you will be able to overcome this setback and just carry on. If she was meant to be yours, she will come back to you. Of course you can ignore this advice since I've no experience in love myself. Hahaha.
Anyway, today ended in a good way. I finally met her in real life though I'm not sure it was her as the only time I see her is through her photos. She looks better in real life though I can't help thinking that it is waste that she has a boyfriend. Hahaha. I think I need to start making more girl friends other than Edna and Ezdi. Maybe some girl whose name that doesn't start with E. Maybe A or what.
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Finally we got our medals. At first we were forced to watch the re-match between TP and Combined ITE. ITE gave a good fight despite having a lack of reserves but they still lost. Every time the TP's supporters cheered for TP when they scored a try, we would shout back "Aiyah, win also only get second what.". It felt extremely satisfying being the champions. I think we have a good chance of becoming SP's team of the year .
SROD
SROD & FOD
Last Wednesday, we had friendlies against Greenridge Secondary School and Pioneer Junior College. We won and didn't concede any try and this is becoming our team's habit. We had fun fooling around on the field, laughing and joking. However, I was happy that after a long hiatus, SROD(second rows of destruction) finally got to play again. It was fun playing with Pool again and we created some good plays. Our ex-captain, Kelvin also came down and seeing him play makes me want to improve myself. He is really talented and it's sad that he's not playing for SP anymore due to personal problems.
Yesterday, I went with some of the rugby team to see Fahmy compete for Mr SP. It was held at the convention centre and all the audience got a free Hugo goodies bag which contained a sample Hugo perfume and the programme. Of course, the rugby team made a lot of noise for Fahmy though Fahmy only got fourth. Even though I think he did quite well in all the segments, I think his height of 1.69m gave him a disadvantage. Hard luck dude, though you did win an award for getting the most audience votes.
The Goodies Bag
Well, training is starting again next week and there are a couple of tests coming up. I will also be helping out in a children's camp for community work next week so it'll be another busy week. Holidays coming up in two weeks time and I welcome the 3 week break as it's been a long time since I had one. Have a good weekend people.the innocence of love contaminated by the horrors of friendship
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