Rugby Mad

Sunday, March 11, 2007

Last Friday was spent driving up Jurong Hill with Pul. As we drove up, I was thinking that it's really tempting to try out drifting down this hill as the road reminded me of the movie Initial D. Maybe next time when I'm driving my dream car which is a Subaru WRX Impreza or maybe an AE-86 and that's only because that's the car the hero used in the movie.

The night was spent chatting while listening to music from my handphone and looking at the lights from the refineries on Jurong Island and ended with a late night supper at Boon Lay nasi lemak. It sounded kind of boring and that again I'm with a guy at a romantic place, by the way I'm not a gay, but it's been a while since I had a good talk with Pul.

I think it's common that sometimes among friends, you tend to have a fixed opinion on your friend's character."He's the joker."."He's the one who always come out with the unexpected lines". So when your friend acted differently from what you think is his character, you are surprised. Not knowing that maybe that could be a glimpse of his true character. That all the while, the friend that you knew a few years back has actually changed but he is just acting out his perceived role in the group as the joker or the unpredictable person, just so that he could maintain your opinion of his character.

So what is your true self? It's not easy to break out from the assigned role given and start showing your true self at least without disrupting the group's dynamics. Maybe that's why being the lazy persons we are, we just continue our charade. Till when? Only you would know.

i shall never forget the happiness on this undeveloped photograph.

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